I'm confused about my ual orientation?

I'm , I had girlfriends before I came out as trans but I have always found men attractive as well. The other night I was sort of out with a guy and I was having a great time until he started getting closer to me. Honestly I felt repulsed when he touched my face, more so than I thought I would. I don't know if it's because I just wasn't that into him or if it's because he is a man. I've been touch by women I wasn't interested in and I didn't feel that way. I know I feel different when people look at me as a woman so maybe it's just because I wasn't into him that way? I just don't know?